Locked Gaze

moved

2009-06-06T17:21:00.004+08:00

MOVED,
to a better place;
where truest feelings can be displayed and kept private

goodbye & don't bother looking.

2009-06-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

Oral today, killer man.
The teacher kept asking qns for the conversation. Ask non-stop man. Everytime i thought finish le she ask another one. Die for sure.

Anyway, went for the fish sculpture thing today after school. Fun i can say. Too bad i've forgotten to snap any pictures of my masterpiece. I'll rmb to take a few photos next time :)

was it meant to be the way it was?

fated with 26.

2009-05-29T16:46:00.005+08:00

下雨天-南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

spells it all out.

2009-05-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

Jerry Yan and Lee Min Ho look alike!
See for yourself!

Boys over flowers is nice :) but i like Meteor Garden more, cause there's Jerry Yan and Zaizai :)
Haha, i sounds so 'hua chi'. Lol.

Anyway, was blogshopping just now. And i came across a blogshop whose owner is damn fucked up. She got one section of "Blacklisted" customers who either back out last minute or went mia or whatever shit. That's fine, what's damn fucking wrong with her brain is that she go put the customer's name, phone number, email address, the item the customer ordered and more ridiculous, the whole story of what happened to make that customer become blacklisted. Even ask other ppl to prank call that customer. Sibei fuck right? I first time see such things leh. I think i'm really good enough not to put her blog address up here for everyone to see. Goodness man. Phone number also put up. How much more fucked up can she get la. Ridiculous man. I initially still wanted to buy things from her de, but after seeing that section, was so shocked and of course don't want to buy from such ppl la. Ltr my number also got put up. This kind of people sure wont have much business de.

Enough of that. Extended program starting next week. We're going to have to slog our hearts out for the upcoming exams while other people can enjoy their holidays. Totally unfair man. What's worse, there's Physics like everyday, 2 or more periods each time? How much more perverted can the teacher get la. Disgusting.

I wanna go shopping.. but i've got no money. $45 just flown away in a week. Class tee and pullover, plus the fish sculpture thing. $20 more flying away in a week's time. Argh, my money T.T I seriously need shopping. My wardrobe is empty. Lol.

2009-05-27T16:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a fucking tired day. The most tired day in this year.
No mock exam so it's lessons the whole day.
Curriculum ended at 2.40pm, had a 50mins break then Amaths started.
Had a Kinematics test. Flunked it.
Amaths all the way till 5pm, after that chiong back home with Sandra.
Reached home at arnd 5.30pm. Gosh.
I swear i really walked super fast that day. I usually took abt 1 hour to reach home. Ohmy, that's like half the time la. Piang eh.
Anyway, rushed liao hell at home. Bathed and ate dinner then left home again at 6.10pm.
Reached Northpoint at arnd 6.30 for tuition.
Damn it, i reached alr only Sandra there. Make me rush so much.
Tuition all the way till 9.30pm. Reached home at 10, slept at 11.
Hell, didnt do a single homework at all.
That's why i've got nothing to put on my desk today.
Disgusting.
Heng next week no more such thing le. If not i think i'll die of exhaustion. Lol.

Prelim 1 is coming, in less than 1 month! OMG.
This is crazy man!

2009-05-25T21:04:00.001+08:00

People!
The design of the P.O.P tee is up! Please check the squad blog for more info!

2009-05-25T16:40:00.002+08:00

Bad day.
Morning: 5.30am got woke up by grandma. I usually wake up at 5.50, so that means i lost 20 mins of sleep which is considered a lot.
Bad hair day somemore. Took quite long to tie my hair, but it still got messy in school, much messier than usual.
Reach school realised that there's Geog mock exam on Sec 3 and 4 chapters. Didnt have Sec 3 textbook, so studied Sec 4. In the end, read wrong chapter. -.-
After recess HCL mock paper. Don't understand a single word that fucking paper is saying. Intended to leave the remaining 50 marks blank. Idle through the duration of th e paper, chiong finish it only at the last few minutes.

but, it's fortunate enough that John Lim didnt come today, so that's early dismissal for me :)

2009-05-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

Study session with Jingyan and Yvonne today.
Went to Donut Factory at Velocity.
Nice place, good ambience to study in. Haha.
It was a fruitful one.
I managed to complete my notes for Physics chapter 9 and did some homework too. :)
That's a good start :)

2009-05-22T20:07:00.001+08:00

Laughter, the best medicine.
Watch this and have a good laugh:)

Sports Carnival today: totally boring. Regretted going.
Played tug of war and lost.

3 hours Physics remedial tml. Die.

How is it that someone can be so disgusting?
Yucks, don't you try to act in front of me.
I don't buy this.
Fucking disgusting piece of shit.

2009-05-21T19:56:00.001+08:00

This is torturous!
I've got FOUR ulcers in my mouth!
I even got difficulties drinking water.
Damn it.

2009-05-21T13:36:00.003+08:00

Great show. Watched it with family yesterday night. It's officially out today. I think. Yup.

I'm much into movies recently. Hah, may be going out again later to meet Yvonne for another movie session. :)

Half day for school today. Had another round of motivational talk in the morning. The coach made it so much clearer that there's seriously not much time left for personal revision. God, save me. I still don't feel like studying. Please start NOW. Argh, i dread this.

Anyway, the coach is so cute. Haha, he said we can all stone together infront of the flagpole the day we receive our results if it's a satisfactory slip.

Sports Carnival tml. I feel like skipping school. But too bad, it's an absolute no.

O levels pass quickly please! I swear i'll party the moment it's over.

I think i'm addicted to Gobstopper :/

2009-05-19T17:28:00.002+08:00

Gosh, how cock up can my school be?
First the summary, now worse, there's answers at the back of the paper.
Lol.

Tuition, here i come.

2009-05-18T20:04:00.003+08:00

Mock exam.
Literally mock exam. I sat there laughing at the paper.
Lol, because of the stupid summary question that came last minute.
Didnt even have more than 30 minutes to do it la.
I thought i could sleep through the remaining one hour plus, in the end that wretched summary came. Yucks, should have known earlier that 2 hours is far too much for an English paper with one two comprehension passages. I stupidly believe that there's no more and still was so happy that i can sleep for so long.
Caused me to have to laugh at the question some more. Disgusting.

Physics mock exam tomorrow. Irritating. I'm not in the least prepared la. It's at times like this when i regretted taking up HCL. If i take Chinese, then i'll at least not have to study anything at all. Argh, stupid. I want to pon school. If only that's possible, but it's not. Lol.

Anyway, Lee Min Ho and Jerry Yan look alike! Hahaha, that's what i discovered after watching Boys over Flowers on Saturday. Both are damn shuai also. Haha. But i think the Taiwan version of Meteor Garden is better, cause got ZhouYuMing. Haha:)

And i actually passed my Napfa. Haha, never expect that i'll pass. Every year i'll fail my Standing Board Jump. This year my legs suddenly can jump leh, don't know what happen. Hahaha.

I'm very tired today, and i'll be even more tired tomorrow.
Goodbye.

“The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it
alive.”

study please~

Great, Sense of achievement.

2009-05-16T03:33:00.004+08:00

Yay! Finally a yellow layout! :D
I'm so proud of myself :)
I stayed up just to do this thing. Lol.
Fyi, it's 3.34AM now! Aha! I'm not tired at all! Hahaha! :D

Oh yes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN! :D
I smsed her at 12am just now leh! Hahaha!:)
Okay, back to topic. I was talking about yellow layout right. Yesyes! YELLOW :)
ahah! I'm going to have a GREEN one after this!
Yellow's not my favourite colour. It's GREEN! Haha lame.

Lol, rubbish. I don't even know what i'm talking.
Ah, who cares.
Enough of all these nonsense please,
off to bed.

Oh, and one last thing!
I SCORED 74/110 FOR HCL PAPER!
I'm so so so damn proud la! I actually passed leh, still passed with not bad results leh! Haha!:D
But i know a lot of people sure will say is pure luck or teacher lenient or whatever shit. Who cares man. I just care that it's the first time since sec 3 that my chinese got so high. Hah. To think i actually forgotten to tell this to my family. Cant, must tell tomorrow. :)

2009-05-14T21:45:00.004+08:00

~!@#$%&^*!^%@%!@%^*!*^~%^
FUCK_l_
I can't sign in my MSN,
I can't sign in my Nuffnang account,
I can't sign in my Deviantart account.
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM LA??!!
Super bad mood now. STAY AWAY FROM ME!

I NEED A CHANGE!

2009-05-13T18:06:00.002+08:00

I want to change a blogskin. A yellow one! It's pretty! Don't you feel happier after looking at that flower? Haha:)
But i can't find any that i like and i'm too lazy plus no time to make one myself. Argh, can someone help me pleaseeee?

2009-05-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

3 days of break passed by so fast. Basically spent almost 2 days with relatives and cousins.
I realised i'm starting to cherish kinship more and more, ever since Jiahao kor kor passed away. I guess his passing is a wake-up call for many of us bah.

reminiscence.

2009-05-07T20:09:00.004+08:00

Neopets is fun !!! :D
aha! reminisce my childhood times eh. :) and it's real good for killing time too! haha! i guess i'm too boliao le! haha, but who cares?! :D:D

Skincare and makeup talk today was interesting! :) The speaker talked alot, and at a super fast speed, like machine gun like that. Can't really catch what she says sometimes. There're so many makeup products la! You've got to use this, then this, follow by that, then this, then that, ... and the list goes on ... Piang eh, i think if everytime go out also need makeup for about an hour first ar, then i rather stay at home le. Tiring leh! Haha :)

oh yeah, and choo popo's organic chem lecture was so gooood la. I can't understand a single thing she said. But really, she's cute, the way she talks and stuffs.

2009-05-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

Oh great, i'm starting to feel the stress of O levels! :)
Just went to check out class blog and i suddenly realised that there's only 173 days left. Somemore i'm going to have to take the exam from 26 Oct all the way to 13 Nov! That's crazy man! 3 weeks! School examinations usually last for 2 weeks at the most! Persevere and endure!

Lessons end super late nowadays. Skipped tuition today due to sudden gastric pain. Lucky me. If not i'll practically be studying from morning till 9.30pm. Sick!
Endure through this Friday and there'll be 3 days of rest! Cant wait.. :D

2009-05-03T14:56:00.002+08:00

Can't believe i left my geog textbook in class when there's so many geog assignments. How stupid can i get.

Lots of homework still undone :(
The big 'O' is going to knock on my door in just a few months time yet i still don't have the mood to study. Arghhh, i seriously need motivation! The motivational workshop de-motivated me instead. Damn it. Teachers are all now chionging through syllables, remedials after remedials, stacks and piles of homework. What is this man?! Each and everyone of them expects us to complete their work on time. Oh come on, i've got 8 subjects for god sake, how am i going to complete ALL if every teacher gives so much? Piang eh, how i wish O levels will just pass quickly, just get it over and done with la! Tsk.

another monotonous week up ahead~

2009-05-03T01:14:00.001+08:00

Nic's gonna set up a music school in two months time!! :DD

Swine flu!

2009-05-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Just came back from super advance Mother's Day celebration with father's side of family. We went to Woodlands 888 for the dunno what food and i can say it sucks totally. And they still can order until about $300. Like wtf? Every year we'd go to some Thai restaurant which is so so much better. Dunno why this year suddenly change. Lol.

Anyway, after that went for flu vaccination with joey cause mum wanted us to take precaution for swine flu. So we went into the clinic, joey don't dare to take the jab so i went first. Haha! Then when it's her turn that time, she sat down there with no expression on her face. Then after awhile when the doctor injects the needle, her eyes suddenly open very big. When the doctor is done, she scream say it's very painful then she teared. LOL! Her facial expression damn "jing dian". A pity i didn't manage to capture it down. Haha, i laughed very loudly, somemore it's in a clinic. HAHA!

2009-05-02T16:33:00.003+08:00

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stupid, he won't talk to you unless he's interested in you.
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Back.

2009-05-01T22:06:00.006+08:00

I reopened my blog cause i've really got nothing to do nowadays. I know i should be studying or doing homework but really got no mood to do, can't blame me. Haha, really got nothing much to do online. Facebook is getting more and more boring for me. Lol.

It's Labour Day today so practically lazying at home the whole day. I didnt do any homework, all i did was watch tv and use comp. Funny how i can spend so many hours on the computer when i've got nothing to do huh. Just roaming around blogskins.com, look here look there only. Haha. Oh and i've got my second SOTD :) Hahaha! Just lucky. :)

OH OH! Did i mention that i went to MILUBING'S CONCERT?
Ahahah! It's a super great concert la! :)
Here's some pictures taken. Oh, and i've got to thank joanne for helping me snap so many photos! :)

There's actually alot more! I can't possibly post all right :)

i really don't know what is this

Prince Charming-S

2009-03-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

The 4 only guys who can be considered CHARMING:

1. Nicodemus Lee from MLB! :D
He's my idol okay! He can play the guitar real well and he's so good-looking some more. I think we need more of such guys to brighten up Singapore. Haha :)

2. Jerry Yan from F4
He has got a really nice smile :)

3. Show Luo
He's not really that shuai, but he's really comical and cute!4. ZaiZai
Okay, although many people say he's very skinny, but i think he's charming in his own ways.

Haha, I'm just being super bo liao. But really, the world should have more of such people. Talented and good-looking. It does makes our lives more interesting doesnt it? :)

Changed.

2009-03-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

New blogskin :)

Dilemma

2009-03-25T17:54:00.004+08:00

JC because:
1. Got school uniform, no need worry about what to wear everyday.
2. It's easier to find a JC near my house.
3. It's easier to get into a university.
4. It's somewhat like a secondary school, so i won't have to adapt to a totally different study environment.
5. People say JC has a better future.
6. If i go, i'll be the first in my family. (okay, quite lame)

Not JC because:
1. The course i want to study in university may require Poly courses.
2. I don't like to follow inflexible timetable.
3. I don't like to have to go through the need to follow school rules.
4. Don't like compulsory CCA.
5. It seems to be very no life.
6. Need to study Chinese.
7. Need to study subjects that i dont like.

Poly because:
1. I'll be able to study the thing im most interested in.
2. No fixed timetable.
3. No school rules.
4. More hands-on.
5. People say Diploma is better than A level cert.
6. It seems more fun.

Not Poly because:
1. People say it's more difficult to get into university.
2. 3-year course.
3. Most courses i want are actually quite popular, so it may be quite competitive?
4. It's quite far away from my house, so over a period of time, i may be sick of travelling and refuse to go school.

I've never seriously thought about all these until today, after i read that Ngee Ann Poly Magazine. Dont know why, im suddenly very concern with it. So i did a search on the courses available in the different polys and found out that im actually interested in 7 of the courses:
1. Advertising aand Public Relations
2. Tourism and Resort Management
3. Child Pyschology and Early Education
4. Psychology Studies
5. Creative Media Design
6. Digital Visual Effects
7. Visual Communications
But i guess it's a bit too early to talk about all these right? Lol

Eww, Cats.

2009-03-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

I was walking home after tuition just now and i saw 3 cats altogether. Wtf. One was on the bus stop seat, one on the window, and one stopped me in my track. I didnt dare to walk near it so i turned away and walk the other way. Then there's 3 Malay boys sitting near that cat, they saw me walking away, and laughed, and made cat sounds, and kept saying scared of cats. Fuckers.

I seriously, terribly, extremely, whateverly, hate cats.

School Reopen

2009-03-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

First day of school was already so sucky. Had emaths test right after assembly and if that wasnt worse enough, HCL was up next. I went to the classroom, thinking that i will be able to sleep through the 2 periods of chinese. But who knows, that old hag ask us to do an idiom test or whatever it is la. Wtf. I only know like 3% out of the whole paper of questions? Piang eh, i hate chinese la. So had amaths after that stupid test and was basically chionging through a new chapter. Tiring. The rest of the day was just plain boring. Physics, english, geog, ss. Lessons ended late at 2.40pm and continued with amaths supplementary till 5pm. Gosh, i think my teachers are crazy. Torturing us like this on the first day of school, i don't know how im going to die. Lol. And thanks Weibin and Jingyan for the pretty souveniers :D

Bused home and saw Weiqin on the way so took the bus with him.
Oh and i bought Kinder Joy today. Turns out that it wasnt really that nice as i thought. And i got a lame toy. Haha.

Tons of homework still waiting for me :(

2009-03-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

Good news,
i havent even started doing my homework.

2009-03-21T16:16:00.001+08:00

YAY!
Guess what?
I've gotten my MLB concert tickets le!
Wahaha~
Cant wait cant wait! :D

2009-03-19T19:44:00.007+08:00

{edited}
Back from Sec 1 Orientation Camp.
So it's sort of like our last camp together le? Now to think of it, it's actually quite sad leh. I think i may cry during POP. Lol.
Anyway, nice and fun camp, for us only of course. Cause we didnt really have to do much things except to enjoy ourselves. Haha :) P.T was hell. We did this "Pumping circle" or whatever it is, so we simply just stay in pumping position for don't know how long, wait for our turn to do the push ups. And till now, my kness are still hurting like mad. Campfire was damn boring. But hah! Sec 4s got a great performance eh? :D And we still slept at the foyer last night, and i tell you, it's damn cold la. There's suddenly a very strong wind at arnd 5am which woke everyone up. Lol. After which we switched to sleeping in the Sports Hall where the Sec 1, 2 and 3 were sleeping. In the end we slept for only about 15 mins. Amazing Race at Pulau Ubin after breakfast. Gosh, it's tiring la. Had to go there, then go here, and then go there once again. We passed by the same place for the umpteen times le. Some more there's so many mosquitos over there la! But still, it's really quite enjoyable. (ignore the fact that the Amazing Race wasnt like one at all, and it's super lousy) Hah! So that's what our last camp all about :)

Shall post again next time. Now, im going to have my beauty sleep :)

and,
迷路兵 is having a concert!!! :D
i'm so going to go la!
anyone interested to go please visit their blog for more info and tell me! then can go together :)

2009-03-16T18:54:00.004+08:00

I realised that a 1 week holiday is really not enough for me. I'm practically rotting at home for the past few days and i refused to do my homework or study or even go out. That's because i've got a enormous pimple on my face and i look really hilarious. I've basically left only 4 days to complete my holiday assignment, revision, and to go out and have fun. All thanks to the upcoming camp and my laziness. Damn.

Oh and this season's Campus Superstar really sucks like hell. All they know is how to cry. There's this small boy boy who only know how to act innocent, this small girl who kept acting cute. Fucking disgusting.

2009-03-06T21:04:00.004+08:00

Oh wow, i've got such a wonderful teacher who dumps her class on their own to do questions and went downstairs to have her lunch saying, "You all must have integrity, don't copy. Later if someone ask where is your teacher, just say go toilet, don't tell them i go eat ar."

Now, if you're reading this, open your eyes big to read carefully. I'm not going to hide anything for you okay. I chose to blog here and let the whole world read about it. Go ahead and be bias against me in school, cause im not afraid. I didnt do anything wrong so why should i be afraid of you? You should be the one who's shameful of yourself. Fancy a grown-up behaving so childishly, pitting yourself against some students. You're the most ridiculous teacher i've ever met. Who had ever heard of 'You're not allowed to tie your hair in a bun to school' ? Come on la, Mrs Sim is always asking us to 'bun up your hair' . Stop having mood swings also la, we do not go to school to see your face colour changing all the time la. You happy you treat us very good, not happy you give us hell. I'm tolerating with all your shit cause you're still my teacher and i'm showing you just the very least respect. In fact, such a person like you arent worthy of anyone's respect. You have no rights to lecture us cause you are no different too. 管好你自己先自再来管我们 la. You're the first teacher ever to say you're tired during lessons and do not want to continue teaching anymore. You cant teach, this is a fact. And if you think i'm the only person saying such things about you, then you're wrong. You do not know how many people have actually told me things about you, yes, bad things. Even those darlings girls of yours had said you cant teach too. Dont believe? That's your own problem. I have no reason to lie too. Seriously, you're the most bias teacher i've ever seen. I cant wait for the day i get back my 'O' lvl results. Cause that's the day i'll finally got nothing to do with you.

And by the way, i'm doing very well in my studies. I'll prove to you that i can achieve good results for my 'O's.

2009-02-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

Oh yes, so common test is finally over.

Singapore Discovery Centre visit today.
Total waste of time. Should have pon it and go catch a movie instead.

Chinese lesson today was so so stupid. They chosed to sit outside the classroom, on the so dirty floor and have lesson instead of sitting in the comfortable classroom with tables and chairs. Like wth? Dont sit inside classroom then what for you go take key open? In the end Yvonne and me didnt go out at all, so about 1hour of Chinese lesson was wasted. Hah.

2009-02-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hey people,
Please take note that i've changed my email address from jolynn_lim93 to jayell.ssquare
So if you see that address add you in msn, don't come and ask who am i, cause it's really irritating. =.=

2009-02-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S
♥♥♥

2009-02-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

What an interesting day. At least it's different from my daily routine of lessons after lessons. :)

IPP in the morning was actually quite fun although it's really very hot and stuffy inside the room. But we still on the fan la. Heng we were only inside for about an hour. I think in real cases the ppl nvr tio poison chemical gases also will suffocate to death la. =.=
The temporary toilet was damn funny. Dustbin as the toilet bowl. LOL. Nobody dares to use la.
KoHsiang, Brandon and Firman performed 2 songs on the guitar for us when waiting for all-clear signal. Guys who played instruments are indeed more charming. Hahaha.
Got people spray gas outside our class and the gas entered our classroom. Lol. This shows that we didnt do a good job la. And it felt like aircon when we're finally outside. Hah.

Lunch with Yvonne, HQ, Sandra, Jiahui, Jiayin and Deborah at the coffee shop nearest to our school. And there's this fucking cheebye auntie. We bought our food at the coffee shop and then went over to the 7-eleven to buy drinks. She came over and say we cant do that. Then she counted that there were 3 cups altogether and calculated that we have to pay 30cents for each so total we have to pay 90cents. We heck care her then she walked away but kept staring at us dunno for wad. After that Deb and HQ went to buy another Gulp and she said she's going to take a photo of us and complain to the Principal. Then another auntie scolded us say we are educated people. Cheebye. What's the problem with her la. Then sandra scolded her back, shocked me. I've always thought that sandra got no temper one. This auntie really must have angered her liao. I doubt they even dare to complain la. Scarly phone also got no camera function la. One is super fat and one is super scrawny with super saggy boobs. Fuck them.

During SS lecture also got punished by John Lim cause talk too much. HQ and me were asked to go infront sit. Fucker la him. We're not the only ones talking lor. Still ask me want go see doctor anot. Fuck.

Last but not least, thanks these people for the pre-valentine's gifts today:
-JiaHui
-Jiayin
-Deborah
-Yvonne
-Huiqi
-Sandra
-Weibin
-Jesslyn
-Lili
-Madeline
-Yiluan
-Kelly
-Ernest
-Boksiong
and some others (forgot) :)

2009-02-04T17:20:00.002+08:00

Yucks. Yucks. Yucks!

"Your skirt is too short!"
Wtf.
If this is called too short, then what about those other girls who you like so much?
Please la hor, dont tell me that theirs are acceptable and mine's not la.
Why not you just take a ruler to measure how many centimetres my skirt is above my knee and compare it to your darlings? Then it'll show you how "short" my skirt is.
Just admit you're biased la.

"Whose attention are you all trying to get?"
Why don't you just look at yourself in the mirror and tell me whose attention are YOU trying to get instead.

越想越生气! yucks!

2009-02-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

It's 9pm now and i've still got 6 pieces of homework undone, 2 test haven study, and im still here using the comp. WTH.

And now my body is aching all over because of yesterday's HRC. Damn.

2009-01-31T20:20:00.004+08:00

High Rope Challenge today was super shag.

We reached there at around 8plus i think, and put on our safety helmets and harness then.
Then an instructor came over and said, "Okay Chung Cheng, you all will do Flying Fox first."
I was like, "OMG, im going to hate you forever!"

But it turns out to be quite okay, except for the starting. It was damn horrible to sit on top of the thing and get ready to fly. I dare not jump myself so asked the instructor to push me. ( i think im the only one who did that) The initial part of the flying was so scary i cant shout out. Lol. I think im so useless. =.=

After Flying Fox, we went over to do the obstacles thing. I thought it's going to be so much easier and than Flying Fox. Then when it's my turn to go up that time, i was alr trembling abit liao. Hahaha!

Ehh, it wasnt easy okay, even some guys feel the difficulty okay.
We have to like walk on two super thin and wobbly wires, with only a rope as support and the thing is so high, makes my legs tremble more. Lol.
After you complete that, you'll have to proceed on to the next challenge, which has something like a seat and you have to sit on it, which is quite difficult for me cause i keep feeling that i'll drop down. Lol. Okay so i struggled quite some time before i got onto that stupid seat (okay, with the help of weibin la), and then have to pull myself with the rope to get onto the next challenge. Wah, i tell you, starting is really very easy. Pull and you'll move. But towards the end, i kept pulling but still cant reach the platform lor. Really like going to drop down anytime liddat. Kns.
Okay, this is the last part, and the worse of all. You have to use a skateboard which is same, balanced on two wires, and some ropes to get across to the end. Wtf, i put my right leg on the skateboard first and it moved! So i was like one leg infront on the skateboard, the other still behind on the wire. Damn it, i stuck in that position cause i really dunno how to move liao. Stupid thing. In the end had to abandon the skateboard and move across using just the ropes which is x100000 times easier. Lol.

After lunch went back to that area again and did some moving of ladders, etc, job before we were called to go play the next thing. We're actually supposed to be trying out the dunno whatever ladder which is very hard to climb. While sitting there waiting for my turn, guess what i saw?

-
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DARK CLOUDS! YES, DARK CLOUDS!
So i prayed real hard that it'll rain so i wont have to do the "Leap of Faith".
Then Mr See came over and knocked my head.
(He dunno knock my head how many times liao.)
Heng i've got my helmet to protect me. Hahaha.

Then later, an instructor came over and asked CCHY girls to go over for LEAP OF FAITH.
WTF la, that one even guys also scared leh, why we must try first??!!

Okay, in case you dunno what is it, it's like a very tall and thin pole, you'll have to climb right up to the top, stand up there, with nothing as support, count to three, and JUMP to grab a bar which is like 1 metre away. There's this girl from TKGS, stuck there for so long dont dare stand up at all. Really very scary. The thought of it makes me shudder now. And i kept cursing the person who invented all these things.

Here's the best part of the day.
Jesslyn was the first to go up, and after her was Yiluan, supposedly.
However, suey suey her body harness fail the check and she had to adjust it again.
SO,
Lili went up first.
and,
when she started climbing,
water started dropping,
they said stop everything,
Lili was the last person to do it.
And so,
that means,
I DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT AT ALL!!!
Thank god!
MUAHAHAHAHA~ :D

Oh and we're the only school who walked back to the jetty from Pulau Ubin Campsite.
Our teacher is too stingy to book van for us, so we'll just have to walk and see vans zooming past us. That's the saddest thing. Oh ya, and our school has changed to Area 2 le.

And i saw this cab at my house downstairs de multi-storey carpark. It's still there yesterday. I think it's one of its kind? Super pretty :)

2009-01-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! :D

2009-01-23T17:47:00.009+08:00

4G GOT 2ND FOR CNY CLASSROOM DECO! :DD

Yay! So happy! So many days of staying back, our efforts have finally paid off!

Our classroom looks like a fishing village. Hahaha :)

outside of the classmai siao siao, this boat is made from plastic table covers okay!footprints leading up to the noticeboard. those are actually the fisherman's footprints.Happy "牛" Year! :D (and spot the fisherman!)The fisherman is actually fishing all these! Our cute cute baby photos! :D Last but not least :)

Photos taken from: http://we-are-from-4g.blogspot.com/ :)

and also, genting photos :)

21st floor, super highfamily :)cousins :)many ppl say i look like mummy. what do you think?cousins ♥tall-short-tall-short-tall-short :)scary ride bowling :)Lol, act cool =.=wall dancing! LOL!

POLE DANCE! (unfortunately, tt guy is the pole)

Heart-shaped nugget (sua ku, nvr see before)

2009-01-16T21:08:00.004+08:00

NIC IS TEACHING GUITAR!
I wanted to learn from weiqin initially de but now nic is teaching also leh!
i wanna learn from him!
but i cant.
cause i got no $$$ and no time too.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2009-01-14T19:30:00.002+08:00

Recyclethon
I'm so so so pissed off with W.C!
So many things happened today which makes me dislike her even more.

Firstly,
she's the same group as me cause she insisted on being in the same group as jesslyn. =.=
Secondly,
she doen't wants to help with anything!
ask her knock on door to ask for newspapers or whatever, she said she dunno how to say and gave that "scratch head" look.
so she was hiding behind us all the time.
then nvm, we've collected alot of things and intended to leave them at the 1st floor but we need someone to stand guard over it.
ko hsiang asked her if she mind standing there and she replied, "I think i mind."
WTF.
Thirdly,
We were resting cause we finished the whole block liao and then she went to buy a drink.
Then she came over and told us that it was starfruit flavour, without anyone asking her.
We wanted to see whether she'll share it since she alr came and tell us it's starfruit mah.
So, Weibin went to ask her and she turned away.
Fourthly,
We went to another block which is some distance away, to collect more stuff since it's still very early.
So of course, she followed, cause jesslyn was there.
-Skipped-
So after completing the blocks, there's a huge pile of old newspapers and clothes waiting for us to carry back to where all the others were.
So she was putting her own water bottle under her armpits, holding her starfruit drink in her left hand, and carrying one bag of clothes in the other hand.
Mind you, it's just one bag of clothes which is super light as compared to what the rest of us were carrying.
and she was already complaining and asking people to help her carry!
come on la, wtf she want? give her one piece of paper to carry?
Damn it.
Lastly,
Weibin asked her again for the drink and this time she stood there, i thought she really dont mind sharing with weibin.
It turns out to be totally not what i expected!
She drank it till left only a bit and then offer it to weibin.
and then what's worse, she told us that she dont want it already so she give weibin.
Like WTFH?!
I've seriously nvr in my life came across such a person.
ARGH! DISGUSTED!

and i hate ulcers. it makes me have bad mood and makes me go to the washroom so many times a day. cause it's freaking pain and i have to drink lots of water which results in me having to answer the call of nature so many times a day.
sickening.

2009-01-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

I dun like the scene at the MPH.
It seems like everyone was crying.
Good results, disappointing results- CRY.

I don't understand why people cry after recieving bad results.
I mean, tears of joy is great, but tears of dejection?
In the first place if you've studied hard and prepared early, then you'll sure score up to expectations.
Last minute studying, last minute kanjiong will only lead to all those crying.
If you didnt prepare, then you'll only have yourself to blame.
Crying doesnt pull your grades up right?
No use crying over spilled milk right?

That's only my personal opinion cause i saw lots of people crying after recieving their results just now.
And these people i know, didnt prepare for their exams.
Ya, im not trying to rub salt into anyone's wound.

Many of my classmates got A2 for Chinese and they're still unhappy.
Wtfh, A2 still not happy? Then what you want la.
I B3 also nvr cry, A2 cry?
Weird.

2009-01-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'M SO SO SO TIRED!
School's barely just started and i'm alr so busy with so many stuff.
NP, homeworks, tests, projects, ...!
and i know i have to start my revision NOW or else it'll be too late.
Tml's CCA Orientation.
And after tml, i'll have more time for myself le.
Cant wait :)

Went to AJC and NYP's open house today with JiaHui, HQ, Deb, Sandra, JYan and JYin.
It's like 一个天,一个地 lor!

Before i went to AJC, i actually thought that it was a nice school.
(okay, it's a good school, but definately not a nice one)
But it's a complete disappointment.
The moment i stepped into the school i alr felt that i went to the wrong school.
It doesn't have the right atmosphere for studying and the school looks so, old.
I can even say that our school looks better than theirs.

NYP was the complete opposite of it.
When i went in, i was like, "Wow, this school is so pretty."
Then when i went up the escalator, it was "Omg, this school looks like a shopping centre."
It's really very nice lor.
It's x100 times better than AJC.

But out of the 5 polys i still like TP the most.
Dunno why, maybe it's because my cousin was previously studying in it bah.
I've alr decided that im either going to JC (definately not AJC of course), or TP.

This is so boring.
I don't seems to like JC or Poly life.
Can i remain in secondary school forever?

2009-01-05T19:11:00.003+08:00

日久见人心

All human beings wear a mask to cover their true self.

A person who you think is very fake, turns out to be someone nice and very true after you've know her better.
A person who appears to be very good, turns out to be such a fucker after you get close to her.
That's why, don't judge a person by appearances.

i nvr knew that you're is such a person.
make use of ppl so easily.
when you dun need her, you cast her aside and went to stick with others.
when you dun have friends with you, you den went to look for her.
wad do you treat her as?
you think you go back np very big?
everyone owes you money?
seriously, reflect upon yourself.
pui.

2009-01-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

First day of school was plain BORING!
It was contact time and listening to talks the whole day.
Complete waste of time.
and i realised that my school is really very bo liao.
wad audition dance battle competition, wad rubiks cube competition.
无聊.
and i totally dislike the Graduation Night la.
Where got ppl go learn dance for grad night de?
And i tot this shld be free and easy, and not to be forced into learning some compulsory dance?
Wad's worse, whose grad night is held in SCHOOL de?
Omfg.

Well, enough of that.
NP on the first day of school.. =.=
Still have to write so many pieces of paper.
(mind you, it's ALOT)
Then i have to miss R.T to write.
Damn, so long nvr have R.T le leh.
Then nvm, still got punished to write 10 times NPCC Pledge cause JH didnt recite it well during Muster Parade today.
And then there's still fancy drill practise at 8 in the morning tml, and have to go for Flag Day after that.
The whole of next week will also be busy with NP stuff.
NP NP NP, it's occupying so so much of my time.
To think of it, it may not be such a bad idea to pass out early this year huh?

Im so SHAG.

2009-01-01T15:20:00.002+08:00

First thing first,
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)

It's a new year, a new start.
Hope it'll be a better year for me bah :)

Number 1,
I WANT TO GROW TALLER!
I measured my height ytd at school and i realised that i've grown 1cm taller!
So that makes me 156cm now.
(okay, it's still very short, that's why i said i wanna grow)
Bo pian, who ask me suey suey inherit my mother's SHORT genes?
(she's shorter than me okay)
I dunno how im going to grow taller.
Maybe do more jumping jacks and skipping?
Or do wad my mum says, get somebody to pull my head and my legs?!
Haha!

Number 2,
I wanna make sure i put my heart and soul in studying this year.
O lvls leh, must do real well.
In 2008, my L1R5 was 19 which is.. LOUSY.
下定决心 must improve!

Number 3,
Stop being so straightforward.
That's wad many ppl told me.
Sian le la, everytime quarrel with ppl, very tiring de leh.
Therefore, i want to change!
So my dear friends, pls bear with me for the time being till im not so wad le..

Lastly,
I WANT TO FINISH UP ALL MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK BY TODAY!
but that's totally impossible.
cause im still left with:
1. emaths satistics ws
2. amaths 99 qns
3. amaths cumulative practise
4. ss sbq
5. 3 graphic organisers
How to finish la! GG!

2008-12-31T17:07:00.002+08:00

I've changed my blog song!
The song is from Hot Shot and it's sang by Jerry Yan.
and Jerry Yan is 帅帅帅 ！:D

About 7 more hours to 2009!
Countdown Countdown!

2008-12-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

I finally started on my homework!
okay, i know im supposed to start long long ago, and not now, when it's alr few days left to school reopen.
I've finished my emaths and im now starting on my amaths 99 questions.
So that left ss sbq and the 3 graphic organisers.
Wah,
i left 4 days to complete so many work?!
Ohmygod.
There's still fancy drill tml, tuition on 30th, and fancy drill again on 31st.

KILL ME.

2008-12-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

MERRY X'MAS! :)

23dec,
Went out with Jiahui, Jingyan, Huiqi, Sandra and Lili.
Watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
It turns out that the lead actress wasnt as pretty as i thought.
But the guys are not bad.
[or i shld say quite hot?]
Jiahui was like saying she'll ditch her boyfriend after watching the show.
[if she has one]
Haha.

24dec,
Family gathering! :D
Christmas eve celebration @ 3rd aunt's house.
Started with games which every age group can play.
We seriously had lots of fun. :)
Then it's the exchanging of presents time.
And i've gotten the most unexpected gift which is,
a medicine box with a bar of sweets and a 5 dollars note inside.
Haha, that's really very unexpected.
And i've also gotten a 2009 shedule book from Carina.Y
It's so, so, so pretty that i think i cant bear to use it.
Hahaha. :)
My family is so cool :)

&&&,
I STILL HAVE NOT DONE A SINGLE HOMEWORK!

2008-12-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged :
Yiluan :)
2. Your relationship with her:
Honey! ♥
3. Your impressions of her:
Very caring! :D
4. The most memorable thing she had said to you:
Ehh, cant rmb.
5. The most memorable thing she had done to you:
ehh, 跟我讲心事算吗？
6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
She and i will nvr become a lesbian. LOL
7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be:
I said le, impossible. =.=
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
THIS IS EVEN MORE IMPOSSIBLE LA. =.=
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
不可能.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
I dunno.
11. Your overall impression of her is:
She always thinks she's very fuck.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
I dunno.
13. The characteristics that you love about yourself are:
hahaha
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
i quarrel with ppl too easily.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
myself.
16. People who care about and likes you, say something to them:
thank you! :D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1)felicia
2)kelly
3)jiahui
4)weibin
5)yixiu
6)shimei
7)soonhuat
8)cheehong
9)roger
10)huiqi

18. Who is six having a relationship with?:
erm, not sure.
19. Is nine a male or female?:
male.
20. What is two studying about?:
study lor.
21. If seven and ten are together, will it be a good thing?:
aha! i think they dunno each other.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with three?:
this afternoon just smsed :)
23. What kind of music does eight like?:
not sure.
24. Will you woo three?:
aha! nvr!
25. How about seven?:
im attached le okay!
26. Is four single?:
wow, this is hard to answer leh. [only she knows] xD
27. What is the surname of five?:
Chew.
28. Do five and nine get along well?:
er, i dun think they noe each other.
29. Where is two studying at?:
CCHY.
30. Have you tried developing feelings for eight?:
Never =.=
31. Where does nine live at?:
ehh, woodlands?
32. What colour does three like?:
yellow if im not wrong :)
33. Are five and one best friends?:
they totally dunno each other. lol
34. Does one have pets?:
erm, maybe?
35. Is seven the sexiest person in the world?:
no, but he's tall.
36. What is ten doing now?:
playing with her DS or reading manga? idk.

Back from course, im tired.

2008-12-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

I went to Mandai Columbarium just now.

It's been quite some time since we went there le.

And everytime we go, there's bound to be a big whole bunch of us there, praying to him.

The children's laughter, the adults' chattering.
It became all so lively over there.

They said he've got a new life cause nobody dreams of him now.

Whether that's true, i dunno.

But i hope that's true bah.

JiaHao Kor Kor, you'll always be remembered.

2008-12-19T20:29:00.005+08:00

I WATCHED TWILIGHT TODAY!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

and i saw this phone today, one word, GORGEOUS.
LG KF350.
Totally YYY.
LG produced very pretty phones.
But too bad, i've just gotten my W760i.
I have to be happy with what i have right?
My phone is pretty too :D

2008-12-18T23:47:00.006+08:00

Back from chalet,

but it turns out to be quite a disappointment though.

i shld have gone to NP.

nvm, shant elaborate more

cause,...

IM GOING TO WATCH TWILIGHT TML! :D

[well, who's not?;)]

and,

and, and,and,

!!!

So many movies i wanna watch!

It's sure going to burn a great big hole in my wallet!

Hahahah :D

and im going to get my twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn books soon!

[although i've alr finished reading all]

cause sis's working @ popular and she's got discount!

well, i guess that's the one and only advantage i've got from her.

Lols

2008-12-17T21:11:00.005+08:00

{/edited}
EOY Course today!
90 pumpings before the day even start.
haha, what a great start. lol
the rest of the day was basically spent decorating the noticeboard and doing fancy drill practise.
I swear my arms were SUPER PAIN.
The M16 is so heavy la!
still have to do so many stunts with it.
totally unbearable.
Physical training, debreif, and homeeeeee!
Shag.

and this was created by KahHwee while decorating noticeboard.
CUTE LEH.
[it's actually a caterpilla's head stickonto a taekwondoBLACKbelt body. LOL]

6.1 class chalet tml!

2008-12-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

CSS Recording!
Reached mediacorp @ around 12.45pm and waited till 2pm before we're allowed to enter the theatre.
Damn.
It was so hot waiting at the carpark.

From upstairs, we went downstairs, hoping tt we could get a better seat with a better view.
and ya, we did found some seats available and sat there for few minutes.
but well, who knows when we're comfortably seated, someone came over and told us that we're sitting on seats which are reserved for the media.
~!@#$%^&*
and so we went up again.

WTF.
I seriously regretted going up.
There's this fucking irritating fan of SHAWN TOK.
She was there shouting and screaming and yelling everyone's name throughout the whole recording.
fuck, ask her diam still dun diam. fuck.
damn pissed off.
I was thinking, "Hello girl, are you here for shawn or are you here for everyone?".
What's worse, nobody took a glance at her even when she's shouting their name out so loud.
I seriously cant stand it le so went downstairs.
Staying down there will only make my blood boil.
Im afraid i'll kill people.
[lol, that's exaggeration only]
Heng heng there's empty seats.

I waited and i waited.
I looked at the time, it was 6.30pm alr.
MLB still not out yet.
and i waited somemore, and finally they're out.
They performed 世界麻烦借过一下.
Hours of waiting, one song, few minutes of talking, and they're gone.
But nvm, it's still worth it. :)

In the end i missed my tuition.
I guess i'll have to go for a 补课 someday, sometime, with no one but myself.
想了就 SIAN.

Missed fancy drill practise too.
But that's not my fault.
I've alr got plans for today long ago le, it's just a matter of how i spent it.
But the training was set only just ytd.
Do you expect me to cancel all my plans just for a last minute training?
And do i have to dedicate all of my time to NP?
To say the truth, my 2 months of holiday have not really started yet.
All because of NP.
But what can i say? It's my responsibility to go since im the one who've chosen this CCA.
But please, do not think that im willing to sacrifice my everything for it.
You have absolutely no right to control me.
You're SSGT, so am i.
Im not scolding anyone, im just stating how i feel.
Dont like it?
Then dont. I dun mind.

EOY Course tml.
6am have to wake up and yet im still here.
I HAVEN POLISH MY SHOES AND PREPARE MY UNIFORM.

another week of my holiday gone.
how am i going to find time for homework?!
[okay i admit, i myself dont have the heart to do]
im just going to have to fuck care the teacher le.

twilight twilight twilight!

2008-12-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

IM HAPPY, IM HAPPY, IM SO SO SO DAMN HAAAPPYYYYYY! :D:D:D:D
I've gotten tickets for CSS Recording tml, so that means that..
IM GOING TO SEE MLB TML!!! :D
IM SO HAPPY! :D

2008-12-12T17:28:00.001+08:00

IM SERIOUSLY RUNNING OUT OF TIME.

Don't judge what your small mind cannot comprehend

2008-12-11T19:20:00.005+08:00

I asked mummy a question that day and i discovered that actually, no one could answer it!
The question is, "What is 'passport' in dialect?"
Mummy: ehh, PASS-PIA.
I asked alot of ppl and everyone's answer is still "passport"!
Haha, random.

I went for my dental appointment at PHS today.
Their school is like so, WOW.
It's damn nice la.
How good it'll be if our school is like that too!
but of course, that's totally impossible la. haha

sis got a job with popular and she's going to dye her hair soon!
ahh i wan a job and i wan my hair dyed too!
but hah, it's too late.
school's going to start in a few more weeks, if not mummy says she'll help me dye!
nvm, i guess i'll have to wait till next year..
long time! haha :)
[talking about school, i haven touched my holiday hmk at all!]

& im going for my ear piercing too!
mummy says it's alright! :D

&&&!
MILUBING got lots of upcoming events!!!
I WANT TO GO!

That's my problem, not yours.

can someone tell me why some people just wont change?
ohgod.
disgusted disgusted disgusted!

2008-12-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

IM BACK FROM GENTING! :D

Went out with hubby ytd and went to catch a movie.
Was deciding between Bolt, Bolt 3D, Four Christmas, Wild Child and City of Ember.
In the end we decided to watch Bolt as i cant watch 3D if not ltr will headache la. Lol
The movie is not bad and the hamster is super cute. Haha :)
After that we went to couple lab and got our couple ring for 1st year anni :D
I love the ring so much lor, it's very unique :D

I'll blog about my trip some other day when i've got the pictures uploaded :)
Sayonara :)

2008-12-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

Genting, Genting here i come! :D

♥!

2008-12-03T18:40:00.004+08:00

{/edited}
IM GOING GENTING TOMORROW NIGHT! :D

Went for fancy drill training today.
Fun
&
Tiring.
But im sure our performance will be NICE :)
Lunched @ LJS with yiluan, weibin, jess and jiayin.
GOSSIPED while we eat :D
VERY VERY LONG time didnt like this le.
I seriously miss those days when we'll go there and talk about things and ppl and laugh till our stomach aches.
:(

and i've changed my blogskin again cause i dun really like the previous one.
haha :)

为什么人总是在要失去后才懂得珍惜？

2008-11-28T20:29:00.006+08:00

I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET D:

I went up the 812 bus and left my wallet on the seat.
Heng this girl (i dunno who) found it and gave to the bus driver.
If not it's a goodbye to my beloved wallet (it's a gift from hubby)
&&&,

IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE IT BACK :D

Haha, and i did an IQ test. LOL.

2008-11-27T21:30:00.001+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT.
ohmygod.
I cant believe that i did it. lol

Never judge a book by its cover

2008-11-27T02:04:00.003+08:00

Went out with Kelly, Yiluan and Weibin today.
or i shld say ytd, cause now it's alr 2.06am and im still not sleeping!
Wahahaha!
Watched Chihuahua and Kelly was the noisiest in the theatre.
LOL.
Very long time didnt go out with them le lor. So actually quite miss them.

I wanna watch TWILIGHT!
I read the whole series le and it's SUPER NICE!
Everyone shld read it or at least, go watch the movie.
It's coming on 18 dec.
Soon. :)

2008-11-23T12:42:00.002+08:00

I got my new phone! :D

& unlimited sms! :D

忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。

2008-11-20T17:52:00.004+08:00

IM BORED, BORED, BOOOREEEEDD!

So i decided to play abit with Photofunia

I love camps, and yet i cant stand camps.

2008-11-17T14:07:00.005+08:00

this is going to be a long post. Sorry about that :)
Okay so, I'm back from Annual Training Camp !
It's seriously so damn tiring i tell you. 3 day 2 night camp, i slept a total of 3 hours only.

day one {14/11}:
admin work, admin work and more admin work.
damn. boring.
Luckily Soonhuat saved me by asking me to go out of school to buy some things. :)
Lunch, the first meal we had in camp, was cooked by Chee Hong, Jacky and Kah Hwee.
Oh god, it was terrible man.
hahas :)
After lunch, admin stuff again. i guess that's what my life in np is supposed to be. -.-
@ night, after sec 1s and 2s went to sleep, sec 3s had meeting with CIs and TOs from 12 plus to 3 plus.
torturing.
I cant keep my eyes open la. Then they still have to talk so much. Mind you, we haven bathe at all since morning and we're all damn sweaty and smelly.
After teachers talked finished and left, i thought the meeting was over.
Who knows, CIs took over and continued talking.
FUCK.
FINALLY, we went to bathe and finished bathing @ 3.30 am.
@ 4.30am, heard a continuous whistle and oh, it's FIREDRILL TIME.
I woke up and woke Jess up.
then i realised that all the sec 1s and 2s girls were staring at us, doing nth, for 5mins.
Jess and me tried to wake Jiayin, Weibin up when suddenly, everyone were running to the parade square.
Wtf, they DUN WAN to wake up! They sat up and went back to sleep again. PIGS.
So we were the last four to reach the parade square.
Took a super long time to finish the whole thing, so sec 1s and 2s were allowed to go back sleep.
PUMPING TIME for us. ~!@#$%^&*
In the end, it's alr 5 plus, dun need to sleep le.

day two {15/11}:
same thing as usual.
it seems like everyday's the same routine. -.-
ENDURANCE RUN @ 4pm.
can you imagine how it feels to be sleeping one hour and then run for kilometres outside school and come back for another round of P.T?
dinner, campfire, supper, debrief, meeting.
Of course, the firedrill thing was mentioned during the meeting.
BLABLABLA.
Shant elaborate.
Finally it ended and went to sleep @ 2.30am.
Haha! 3.30am firedrill. and I totally didnt hear anything at all.
So as usual, sec 3s were the last to fall in again.
Subconscious mind thing happened again.
Punishment again.
40 pumpings, 3 rounds of parade square.
Okay that doesnt seems much but imagine having to wake up in the middle of the night after sleeping for one hour and then still not enough, you have to get scolding and punishment?
Totally ~!@#$%^&*
Went back to sleep for another one hour.
So that make up 3 hours of sleep for the entire camp. Damn.

day three, last day {16/11}:
11 months anniversary spent in camp.
FUCK.
nothing much.
skipped.
Sec 1s and 2s went home @ arnd 12pm.
Us?
Meeting AGAIN.
Talk talk talk. Scold scold scold.
I seriously had a hard time keeping my eyes even half-open.
Ended @ 2 plus.

Met hubby outside school. Lunched @ LJS.
That's the first proper meal in 3 days. Lols.
So he bought me home and i slept on the bus.
Reached home and slept from 5.30pm to 10.30pm.
11.30pm went back to sleep again till this morning 11am.
Haha, i really can sleep. Lols.

Well, that's all.
IM ACHING ALL OVER NOW.

♥ is wonderful

2008-11-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Off to camp! :D

Domokun !

2008-11-13T00:30:00.004+08:00

I'm in L.O.V.E with DOMOKUN now! :D

It's just so adorable! :D

I love every second of my life

2008-10-14T20:37:00.003+08:00

firstly,
I WENT TO 迷路兵'S AUTOGRAPHY SESSION ON SATURDAY!

Nic received presents as it was his birthday few days ago. And everyone there sang him HAPPY BIRTHDAY song! That's so cool luh! I LOVE NIC! He's just so SHUAI and COOL!! He's far far better than anyone of the other singers!! :DD

I swear I'm going to get their Gai Ban CD as soon as it's out and go for the next autograph session!
OH I JUST LOVEEEE MLB~

secondly,
Jiahui, Jiayin, Yixiu, Lili and ME went out yesterday and we watched House Bunny. It's quite hilarious actually but that Shelly girl is such a bimbo. Really. Anyway, it's quite a nice movie so maybe you can consider watching? :)
And ya, Jiayin lost her wallet in the theatre but lucky for her, she found it back just in time. Lols.
Huiqi and me did smth real funny to Jiayin's hair today. (sorry, but i have to seek her permission before posting the photos. LOL!)

and lastly,
Hahas. Hubby and me had been playing with this machine recently and we won quite some presents too! Addicted le! LOL! :D

I'm SO HAPPY!

2008-10-10T18:34:00.006+08:00

YAY!!
I've got MLB's latest album! Thanks MUMMY!! :D
and I'm so going to go to their 签唱会 tomorrow!!
I've got a 4x4 rubiks cube from wennie and louis too!
Thanks LOADS! :D

2008-10-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

EOY IS FINALLY OVER! :DD

2008-10-05T11:45:00.003+08:00

Thanks hubby for helping me update :D
So I've quite a few encounter with some irritating people. First of all, there's this super arrogant auntie who works in our school office. So one day, I went to the office to borrow a skirt for Deborah, and i said "Excuse me, I want to borrow a skirt." Then she said "Say good morning first. Where's your manners?" WTF la. Seriously, i dun even say good morning to my parents. Who the hell are you to ask me to say good morning to you? And excuse me, I've already said "excuse me" so what else do you want? Please la hor, go take a fucking good look at yourself. You're just nth but an office staff can? What's there for you to show off and think you're so big?
I'm not the only person who she gave attitude to lor. Huiqi and Jingyan complained about her too. FUCK.

Went to little Xavier's birthday chalet at Tanah Merah. There's this bowling area and besides it there's a Funzone. So we went in there, and while waiting for my cousin to play, I stood at the Daytona machine and fiddled with the thing to change gear (whatever you call it). Then the auntie came over and told me not to touch it if I'm not intending to play. Like wth, touch also cant? As if I touch le the machine will spoil? And then my small little cousins went over to pretend to drive, and the auntie was like so worried that the thing will spoil. She kept walking over to look at them as if they're what like that. I think if my big cousin is not there she'll sure chase them out. She's just SCARED.

EOY is still going on. I'll have to shutdown the computer before my mum gets home. Bye :)

please la hor, STOP copying people can? have some individuality can? ppl do what you also want to do. worse still, make it seems as though it's your own idea. wtf man. seriously i have enough of you le. i dun wan to say it in your face cuz i dun wan to quarrel with you. you think im scared of you? i seriously hate copycats. i think you noe that yourself.

2008-09-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

Bok Siong was here.. hehe.. =)
i'm updating her blog for her & i luv her lots!! haha!! lame.. =.=
Well i'll tel u wad she did 2day.. She had lesson til 2.4o but it ended late & i spent 45+ mins waiting for her.. ( Its common, sometimes it can be up to an hr.. Joking joking.. =x ) She was desperate for wanton noodles from one particular coffee shop, somewhere near northpoint.. i 4got which blk was tat..
She complained she was hungry & i bought her a bigger bowl of noodles & ya.. She finished everything..
i brought her home &.. End of story..
Tats all.. Not veri happening hor.. Await her next update which wil be on this coming sat.. 04/10 ( From wad i noe.. )

Thx for viewing her Blog.. feel free to tag her somewhere around the bottom left corner.. cya..

2008-09-27T20:27:00.003+08:00

I wanna thank all those ppl who wished me on my birthday and gave me presents. Thank you so much, I really appreciate it all.
I've got a new cousin born on my birthday. Now I've got 2 cousins having the same birthday as me.

Monday will be Jia Hao KorKor's birthday le. We're all going to celebrate it for him tomorrow at the columbarium. He's going to be 21. Unfortunately, he doesn't have the chance to live to celebrate this day physically with us. It's really such a pity.

2008-09-21T14:35:00.006+08:00

I'm proud to announce that.......
P.O.P IS FINALLY OVER!!
I can now relax and sleep early everyday!
And i can concentrate on my homework and exams!
DOUBLE HURRAYS!! :DD

2008-09-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm stressed, stressed, STRESSED!!!
I guess I'll have to start playing with stress balls. :(

2008-09-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

Some funny videos on youtube. Watch them. They wont take much of your time de. It's really hilarious! It's good for people who wants to destress! Hahas :D

2008-09-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

I finally got the time to blog le! :D
I've been busy with Npcc for the past 2 days and today.
Police Knowledge and Homefront Security course for the whole of Wednesday and Thursday.
Had to wake up so so early just to go there and listen to some boring lecture going on for hours and hours. IT'S REALLY BORING. T_T

Went for area competition at ACS(I) today. I was taking part in the Jenga[can say Uno Stacko] competition together with Lili and Weibin is the reserve. The first round we were leading and was the top among all the schools. But after that we lost all the other rounds. Thanks to me, we lost during the second and third round. The blocks topple over during both rounds when i tried to pull out a yellow one. Nobody told us that we could pass our turn lor. If not i wont be so stupid as to take out that yellow ones which is so impossible to take la. The last round lost because Lili took the blue one and it topples. Hahas. So we dropped from the first, to the second last at the end of the four rounds. HAHAHA :)
Our school took part in a total of four games [Jenga, Team-building, Rubik's cube and Counter Strike]. We lost 2 and win 2 only. But in the end, we're still the second runner up for the overall thing lor. Hahas :)

Went to watch Wall E with hubby after that. It's cute but i don't think it's a nice show cuz i fell asleep while watching. Lols.
We had roti prata at Jalan Kayu for dinner. Hubby ordered so many different flavours of prata and it was weird weird de but quite nice. Haha :)

I love my hubby Tan Bok Siong :D

2008-08-31T00:23:00.005+08:00

MARKERS AND PENS!!!! :D

I want the whole set of these markers!

I love these colours! :D
This belongs to my sis but I want it badly!!
These are very very useful pens i tell you :D

I want the whole set of this pen too!!!
There're a total of 19 colours but I've only got 11.

I'm going to buy all SLOWLY. :D

Hahas. I guess I've got nth better to do so i took pictures of the pens i've got. I really love pens alot. I've been very interested in pens since I was in primary school le. And I so so so hope that my father is the owner of a stationary shop so i can have all the markers and pens i want. But that's not going to happen. So I'm going to open a stationary shop OF MY OWN when i grow up! Hahas. I know Im a weird person. Hahas :D

2008-08-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN! :D

Went to Compass Point today to celebrate cousin's birthday. The party was held at KFC and we went there quite early. I wont say anymore le.

Pictures:

Birthday boy with mummy :)Birthday boy and girlfriend :DAh Ma with Chicky :)Shermaine and Sheryl dancing Chicky Dance :DSmile :DShe's cute.. :Dand beautiful :DCute Xavier. He nvr fails to make me laugh because of his comical face. HAHA:DXavier is going to sleep..ohBig Baby Jeron:)The 5 cannot grow up girraffes :D Us :D

We had a lot of fun together. I love going out with cousins! :D

We went home after that and the unpleasant thing happened. I went to change the pants which i bought before going to the party. The salesgirl there said that they cant change it for us and said alot of things. Her attitude sucks and she was so rude to mummy. They were asking her like why cant change cuz we didnt even dirty it or what. Then the girl was very buey song liao and said my mum dunno how to teach her daughter. It's like so ridiculous. Mummy dun want to quarrel with her so we walked away. But as we turned our back she scolded "KNN". San Yi and Mummy heard that and went to quarrel with her le. That girl really dunno how to be nice to her customers de. By just looking at her you'll know that she's an Ah Lian le.

jiahao korkor, we celebrated jordan's birthday today. when you were still alive, you doted on him the most le. although you cant be with us physically, but i believe that you're somewhere around, looking and smiling. your spirit will always with us de.

2008-08-27T22:34:00.004+08:00

I dont know what I want.
To quit or not to quit?
AHHHHH!!
烦死人了!!!

2008-08-26T20:32:00.004+08:00

Today, we found out that actually JiaYin got a VERY GOOD FIGURE! HAHAH!
HuiQi was the one who found out that then she told everyone. It was like she tried to touch JiaYin's stomach but have to push her hand very far in so as to touch it. LOL. Then she realised that actually JiaYin's stomach is FLAT.
She got a good figure with her flat stomach and big boobs.
HAHA! :D

Newspaper collection. Went to dunno which block to collect la.
We managed to collect quite a big amount of old newspapers and old clothes after all the hardwork and having to bear with those fierce aunties. :)
Went to buy bubble tea while waiting for the rest of the people to finish.
Surprisingly, W.C also went to buy. Then Jing Yan and me started talking to her.

Our conversation:
Me: Hey WC, what you drinking?
W.C: Oh strawberry Ice.
JingYan: WC what you drink?
W.C: Strawberry Ice. You want to try?
JingYan: I got fever leh, can I try?
W.C: Huh, cannot.
JingYan: WC, can I try? I want to try leh.
W.C: NO WAY.

HAHA. It was super funny la. Obviously JingYan wont want to share saliva with her but knowing that WC is super "怕死" one thats why she purposely said that she got fever when she dont. Hahas :)

After that we walked back to school and it was like raining so heavily. AND, WC was the only one who used an umbrella! OMG la. I dont know how she managed to carry the umbrella while collecting newspapers. LOL.
I ran back to school tgt with HuiQi and it was so fun :D

There's NP tomorrow. SIAN AR! I HATE NP!

2008-08-25T18:40:00.001+08:00

It always makes me feel so sad after reading Yilin JieJie's blog.
It makes me miss him even more,
not wanting him to leave more.
Life is really very unpredictable.

2008-08-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

Chemistry and Emaths remedial early in the morning yesterday. Chemistry was super boring as tt **** teacher wanted us to sit at alternate seats so we werent suppose to be sitting nxt to anyone. =.= I couldnt see a single thing from where I was lor. The L.T was like so big and the board so small. =.=
Emaths was far better cuz i like Miss Lin alot. :)
After all those lessons went to Burger King for an early lunch tgt with Janice, Lili, Jiayin, Yixiu and Huiqi. Accompanied Lili home and the rest of us went back to school for the Literature play.

Took the school coach to Raffles Hotel for the To Kill a Mockingbird play.
It was quite a nice play and Boo Radley was handsome lor! Hahas :D
After the play went to meet Jingyan and Yvonne tgt with Jiayin. Shop around at Raffles City for Sandra's present. We couldnt find anything and decided to settle our dinner first. Walk for very long and still couldnt find a suitable place to dine at. In the end we had to take the train and eat at Sun Plaza. Lols. And the present was bought at Sun Plaza too. LOL. We were practically laughing our heads off and playing at the gift shop instead of chosing a present. Hahas :) Finally we bought a cute little thing for her. Sandra i know you'll like it :)

Today went to the columbarium tgt with some of my cousins. We bought his favourite food for him again. This time round we stayed for quite long as we waited for him to finish eating his food. They knew it by throwing coins. We really miss him alot and he was gone just like that. I saw many others visiting their loved ones there too. Some were crying. It's really very saddening to see all these. Ever since he's gone, we had know how to treasure those people around us more. We had more gatherings and outings as compared to last time.

Nobody will know what's going to happen tomorrow. It's time to start to cherish those people around you and spend more time with them. If not you're definately going to regret it.

2008-08-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIBIN! :)

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2008-08-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

I seriously HATE bootlickers and flirts.

2008-08-15T20:27:00.002+08:00

Oh pls, i didnt scold anyone on that day. Dun say things which you all are not sure of.
I HAVE NOT changed. It's you guys who did not even understand and know me well from the start.
Maybe i did changed but who's not changing?
You guys are the ones who changed so much. From innocent and nice friends to now?
People who only knows how to suck up to teachers.
Irritating. Noisy.
Just making a fool out of yourself by asking so many redundant questions in class, disturbing everyone.
Seriously, i really cant stand all these shit.
Whatever I've said are all what i feel.
It's MY mouth. Im free to say whatever i want.
I dislike you, it's already a fact.
Im a straightforward person. So what? Not happy? Come talk to me face-to-face.
Take a good look at yourself in the mirror first.
Dun think only you knows how to dislike people. Many others dislike you too.
I seriously cant stand all those bootlickers.

2008-08-08T19:51:00.004+08:00

Our King Lam.
If only he's not dead, he'll be our most handsome pilot..

49th Day.

2008-07-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the 49th day since your death.
Im quite disappointed that Im unable to go today. So sorry.
Hope you like the card Jewels made, the whale and the aeroplane I drew for you.
They've given you a big big house with a pet whale.
Hope you're taking good care of it and having fun with it okay.

I wonder how you're doing at the other world.
I really wished that i could talk to you again, although our topics were always about the same.
You're always asking whether we got boyfriend anot and I always didnt tell you the truth.
If you're still alive now, I'll tell you everything bout him.
But it's impossible le.
But it's alright,
I know you know all bout us from up there.
I know you can see us and you can hear us.

We'll love you forever

2008-07-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

Pain is inevitable; Suffering, is optional.

Im missing my cousin again.
I wonder whr you are now. Tml will be the 49th day le.
I wanted to skip school to go visit but cant. So sry.
Mummy and Jewels will be there.

Yilin Jie Jie really miss you alot and so do us.
I really hope to see you again.
I regretted not spending enough time tgt with all the cousins.
I miss those times when we will go play tgt, watch movie tgt.
I won lots of your money during Chinese New Year and I want to win more next year but i know it's impossible le.
I miss the time when we threw popcorns at each other in the cinema.

It's still very saddening to think back to that day when we recieved the news.
We can say it's alr 48 days since you're gone but nobody seems to really recovered from it.
Maybe we all need time bah.

I dunno whether you'll be able to read this somehow, but i hope you can.
I guess you know and can hear all the things we said to you bah.
Please watch over all of us from above.
I miss you.

Racial Harmony Day!

2008-07-25T21:30:00.004+08:00

Photos:

Dun Shoot Us! xD
JiaYin act cute. With her "Hunk!"
YiXiu :D

Pearlyn, Ms Yu, WeiBin.

Oops. Caught in action.
JingYan :D HuiQi :D
CAUGHT.

Lastly, I'll end my post with the class photos! :D

2008-07-21T17:58:00.001+08:00

I dun understand why. It's quarrels again. Why did this have to happen every month? I really dun understand.

2008-07-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Mandai Crematorium. Went to see my cousin and bought alot of food for him.
Went to Prata House at Thomsom and saw Darren Tan dere, shooting a show for Channel 5. My aunt they all got interviewed by him =.=

Went out wif Hubby, Lili and Roger ytd. Couple outing? Hahs. Went to alot of places and did nth actually.
Hubby accompanied me home.

Nth much. Bye

7th Month Anniversary! :D

2008-07-16T21:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! <3

Went to Jack's Place with Hubby for lunch today to sort of celebrate.
Pictures:

"Will you marry me?" "I do I do I do..." *Nods head* Hahas:D

Stop your act, bitch. Stop putting your words into other ppl's mouth. I dun buy that. This is directed at YOU so what? Go tell the whole world if you want lar. I noe tts what you love to do most. You yourself dun even noe how many ppl dislike you. Stop acting as if you are Oh-so-many-friends-girl. Change your attitude lar. BITCH.

2008-07-15T20:22:00.004+08:00

I LOVE TUESDAY MORNINGS! :D

Today was such a funny day. Early in the morning, i saw a man who farted as he walk! Hahas, super hilarious lar. And it's like so loud lor. Im walking back-to-back with him and it's so loud tt i turned and look at him lor. LOL!

After tt meet Hubby. He bought me beehoon for breakfast! Hahas, I LOVE MY HUBBY! :D

We sat at the playground there and ate. We had a great time laughing too. Hahas ;D

Headed for school after that.

Boring lessons skipped.

O lvl chinese listening compre after school.

It was really very boring while waiting for it to start. I almost fell aslp. Lols. =.=

The paper was quite okay lar, except for some questions.

Went to eat with Hubby and to shop for my shoes. In the end, didnt buy anything cuz I dunno which to buy. Lols. Tts all for now, bye. :D

&tml,it's our day